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Here I am, walking down the street in the dark at 5:30. cold, yet still sweaty from the gym. I needed this, I needed to slow life down. It’s been getting to be too much. Cramming everything I can into every last second of the day isn’t anything short of exhausting.
Running around as usual at work. putting out fires, while in the back of my mind, day dreaming and going over my head my blossoming investment portfolio, while at the same time considering going to the gym as well as training for next race season.
listen to your internal dialogue. let your thoughts free. don’t keep them hostage anymore. drift from one thought or idea to the next. Don’t force and form ideas into things right now. just let it all go.
All of a sudden, I was a kid again, walking down the street at night, seeing the lights on inside the homes, feeling the warmth of the light pouring out into the streets. Breathing in the cool night air, confused, yet satisfied as how it could be warm enough to be comfortable near the end of November. I felt melancholy and alone, yet warm and happy.
I realized, wow, i’m old now. what happend? has everything been worth it? has every choice I made so far the best choice for me in my life? ah well. i’m here. I may as well just keep on living, I can’t imagine being anywhere else right now, except maybe costa rica for a week or two!
So many feelings rush in when you’re 28. You’ve got a lot to look forward to, and you have no choice but to appreciate the mistakes and lessons your youth provides. No matter where you are, especially right now, weather your rich, poor, just lost something or just gained something, you’re here. right now. Enjoy it!!
Be content with where you are.